Thursday, December 30, 2010

Pimple Rash On Bum After Using Veet

of vodka, coke and Subsonica.

Things happen so ', without you the program.
comes a time in which we must lay the cards on the table.
And then? So they say.

Yesterday I just had to pick things that I had left him before leaving. My pajamas and sweatshirts, skirts. Instead, everything is transformed into a pint in Camden, chicken dinner with fries and wine. And at 10, when I realized it was too late to go home, the morbid idea of \u200b\u200bgoing out to get another bottle of wine. Meanwhile, since my imbranataggine (in English are said to be clumsy), I found a way to reverse two glasses of wine on the carpet. True, we waste the wine that way. Anyway. After deciding that we needed more to drink ... well, here we come home with vodka and coke. Background
Subsonica. Some songs are on Facebook cuore.Scriverci stab at a distance of two centimeters. Status with 125 comments. Sick.
yet. Deciding to stay with him, because he betrayed me 'bacco and I do not want to return from roommates.
lost and confess. Me and him. Two opposing worlds. What you do not fully understand. To be told that her ex comes back from Brazil. That's natural stories, that it is not love.
What I will not want anything and what I feel is something so great, that put aside its own.
That now it is time to calm down. That sometimes I am disappointed that the overestimate. But that `I know without him being there, just no.Alle five in the morning will still be` a `a parlare.E absurd our relationship. How I messed up, hard to understand, moody and fickle, but I am.
What can I do ... love is a sin.
Although this is us. The two of us. SO. We refrain from harassing those who see us together, we understand that there ... so what?

not really know where we will end up ...

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Confidentiality Fax Cover Letter

turning point.

We're back in the land Albion. For centuries, outdated, not that they do not feel the need, but finally I was on vacation. Without the obsession with "I do, I gotta go, I sleep four hours." In Italy. That is where I officially realized that I belong no more ', but every so often need. Serve a mother who brings you the juice to bed and wakes you up, Christmas dinner, you need to play with cousins \u200b\u200band even get to see Winnie the Pooh on You Tube with one of them. Need to go out to eat and for once do the fake posh restaurant to cool and fill with meats, delicious mushroom risotto, filet with potatoes, creme caramel and cream. When they do not pay anything, even more 'beautiful.




I said, I love Italy. I love it. But I do not belong there. Of course, I have a job that excites me. of course I have to stop acting like a fifteen. 'Cause I actually know what I want and what I deserve.



I have twenty-seven, there is no point in hiding behind a finger. It is not that it should get married tomorrow, that is to start a family at once. `But let's face it, when you live alone for so you feel like having a family, no matter how it is. I grew up in a wonderful family, I know what it means to love and be loved. Anyone who knows me knows that I always throw it downward, that is a cosmic pessimist. I lose to human cases. I deal with two degrees as if it were two blankets. And I mean it. These holidays have made me realize that I actually want someone crazy for music as me. But that `I am entitled to want a beautiful family as mine. Someone to love me and not to have fun around SO, claiming to be freedom. Maybe there's a time for everything. And this is my time to understand. To understand what I want and that is that I need. And I will curse, but what I deserve. I spent tears and sacrifices made invisible to people who do not have them included. Maybe it's time that you do not have more simply. And began to think of you. What do you want to like and why. For what you did before, to the sacrifices that were made for you.



Think of words that you have been said before leaving, one of my usual ravings from pre-departure, leaving Italy. That's where you see important people, the one where you leave them, that of yourself you want to understand, I do not want here. The one where you understand that you give `who knows what to let the hours pass without something happening in particular, but you're fine.



I was seven days without a Blackberry without the obsession of watching, reading emails and Facebook updates. Even if I had it is a PC at your hand. I disconnected, I filled with music and I looked into it. And back. I thought about what I did, where I was. Spain, Ireland, Italy, Egypt, Israel, Jordan, Belgium, the Netherlands. New York is waiting for me. The year 2011 is waiting for me.



this particular year is `. I still can not actually give him a vote, because it `s so much I lost, I gained so much I learned.



I can not say I have a heart of stone, or heart in a cage, as they say The Strokes. It is not true. Because some believe to adapt to what is `, or try to change for someone, well, that I'm not able to do so.









that I'm back with the book. I'm crazy but that is is always the "good girl," Why do the poor me I can commit, but let's face it bluntly, are not so `.



I believe in family, I believe in Love. Well, I think, `if you will not find my other half, it means that should be like. I believe that I have received so much already. And I think I must learn to appreciate my crazy life. Without racing up the stairs of the subway. Friends of countries in a thousand. Of cousins \u200b\u200bwho know that "Na 'and` on the plane, lives far away, with the squirrels in the parks. " I believe in life. And it cost me to say.



I think I'll make it so, as I've always done. Alone. But he who loves me behind. Saro `saccharine, but this is me.



I'm the one that gives you the `soul, even if you do not deserve it. Will do anything ...



what drives to concerts.









I now know who I am.









The difference is that now I know and I became aware of what I really need. December

Saturday, December 4, 2010

What Are The Side Effects Of Diane 35

December.

time budgets, but also I would say no, or maybe you `. Confused? Yes
Why 'another year coming to an end, and this year things will have happened.
I started the year losing one of the people most important to me. You are to face death and is never an easy pill to swallow. Change you, affects you, you annoying. From January 2010 I was no more, or rather I have been, as amended, great.

In March, I met a person who has changed and is changing my life. Nine months SO, intense, full of laughter and merry drinking and come home in tears solitary, absurd speed at night for London, Tower Bridge in Primrose Hill or to break glass bottles at five o'clock in the morning. Concerts, music, dance, to degenerate. Of serious conversations, glances interrogation of children's behavior. Of sleepless nights, nights together but apart. A big question mark and at the same time a full stop.

In June an invigorating, Israel, Palestine and Jordan, the landscapes and desert that's left inside, there are not enough words to describe what I saw and what I experienced.

And now? Unknowns. In 2011 a flight to New York and a week of holidays already booked. A wedding and a concert by Subsonica in Bologna, where see again is one of my best friends in years. `And I move you to a concert, as only I know do. Classic.

And now? Now two weeks intense. I was filling out the agenda for work and I have literally a hole free. Job, training for front office and the tasks to be done as a school. Concerts (Black Rebel motorcyle, I decided to see the last minute instead of Interpol. Will be intense, I go alone and enjoy them to me 'till the end), evening (18 before leaving for Italy, the evening's Farewell ), meetings with friends, coffee. A life certainly not boring at all.

Yesterday I accompanied him to Wembley, without saying anything. What can you do for Christmas gift to a lover of concerts? Take him to a surprise concert in one of his favorite bands. Nothing that has spent tens of pounds and is now on bread and water (SO lose weight a little while) for two weeks. Nothing that has been with the worry for 5 days for I got tickets on Ebay and I was afraid that did not go or it was just one. Yesterday the ticket was missing and 'arrived. Pinta, dinner at the Thai and then on a train, destination, and then ... tickets for Pendulum. I believe nothing, no gift is repaid by his face, his embrace, the joy in his eyes. So
by a quiet Friday evening ', a night of bass drum'n to mosh with the children of poor English (and also big big man) pushing, jumping, sweating and dancing. Today I am full of bruises, blows and are cooked in the work, but is delighted at the bottom are.

can not pretend that there's no, you can not build where there are no emotions. And I live so `, feelings, Love Cursed, you are a` sentimental, although I see in the middle of the pogo, on the third row. I "prissy" and "posh" as he says, "that you spend on clothes, shoes" and then you're there by the middle of the pit. True. And I do not pull back, push, jump, knock. I close my eyes and lose myself in music. If this is the price you pay, I take into account, I try to send down there and go forward.
However you go, forward.
store small things, small gestures and phrases. Like Amelie, even as Amelie, `I'm so, little things, big emotions, what can I do ...

Two weeks to Italy, two weeks and star'o (or I'll try ') to stay a week without internet, phone, people. Me and my, me and my grandchildren, I and my family. Really, as sometimes when you live together does not tolerate them, especially during adolescence, well, you miss when you live alone. And live miles from your home, your country, makes you understand even more. Want to

pandoro, eggplant lasagna and mother, longing for the city of Lombardy, like the embrace of mother, wants to beat (affectionately) Pope ', of being told to put the shoe on the floor if no line of home.
Want to go to the cemetery to visit her and cry without anyone seeing me.


longing for home, longing for me.

Saturday, November 27, 2010

Can You Freeze Chicken Chow Meon



short.
not deny that it hurts, it's hard. I am striving to large, with various consequences.
He 's gone as it should go. There 's been another night, in which Bacchus helped me great, because I was there to confess, but it's worth it. One evening when I laughed like a fool. But the taste, you know you taste? An evening in which a rotten drunk, which would not have given even a penny tells me "do not kiss him, he's cute, but you do not deserve it, not for you." That is a coincidence, it is up to you and says so. And how
not if not it's worth it. See the "signs" that someone else has left, you see those signs are bad, you can see into the heart and cursed you. What do you know that you have before you someone who has other couplings, has other locations. He has different eyes, has no skin, and her hair. Caresses, the smiles, the kisses are not my own. What I feel is lost, is non-returnable container.
to share a bed Another night, another night of thoughts.
hurts.

I just want to take my space, I want to find me, I want to be me, I feel good. And yes

then nothing but Interpol Black Rebel Motorcycle probably. Today

meeting with friend, classmate in high school. What goes, goes. Ie Let's face it. I waste my time with a ventiquatrenne who does not know what to do with his life and gleefully amusement and other grow and marry and go to live with. Yes mine is (healthy) envy.

Saturday, November 20, 2010

Do You Need To Wax Chest To Be Male Model



It is not easy. It is not easy content and not write anything, do not update anything, do not answer. Not my character. When in fact 'I would like to get out of here, to feel, to know how he is. Make
bitch and not respond to messages is not my forte. Especially knowing the pearl of guy who is, despite itself, the but, God I'm good.

Thus I am at work into account, today and tomorrow. Pub
favorite pub with my friend tonight and perhaps we book for X Factor NY, Hotel.

How I wish ....

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

White Looking Grey On Plasma Tv

Update dull.

I'm still alive. After a trip to North Europa.Olanda infinite, Belgium, back in England. I do not know how many trains, buses, shuttles, I took it, but it was worth it. A giant show with five pavilions, chill-out area, excellent organization. And so even people `Tamarra as I thought.
Crookers spectacular, to upholding the honor Italian. But really, I already told you how much you love bot? And Phra? Magnetic Man , dubstep wonderful group. Needless to point out how it was practically in the front row. Obvious. I danced like a crazy until 5 o'clock in the morning, until my legs have retto.Tre days almost without sleep, I do not know yet as I travel fatto.Treni endless thoughts and him.
My heart? My heart is . A small pieces. Well two days, two days so `with the object of your thoughts and next thoughts. Dull, melensaggine, but we can. What can I do if there is much cliche `to say that you're crazy to lose your friend that you do not compute? You're worse than a baked apple to someone who does not see you, which you're stuck like a tick, sleeping on your shoulder, caressing and then take a slap. Which would you say that is one of the people who want more, but you can not do. Which you feel inferior, why not you're pretty pussy, but that goes well, you have two degrees, serve some, but not to him. At times almost regret having a fifth and you want to be androgynous, with a first and lean, not South American, because he likes so ``. Wrest? Maybe. Cry in secret, watch him dance, while sleeping on the train and curse me for being in love with a twenty-four who do not know what to do with his life? Too. Confess your mom which in almost thirty years you never said nothing, but nothing nothing, that you love someone? Done. I arrived at this point. To the point that I start crying at once for something that there's no, that `there can never be, I can not explain. Crying, `because I want to take courage in hand and tell him that I seem to be giving so much time, without there being an equality of feeling. That do not demand anything in return, I do it because `I can feel it, but that, in short, it seems to me that I take for granted. It hurts, hurts like hallucinating. Hide all I say that is bad, who treats me badly, we look around and play like teenagers, and he does not see, does not want to see. They see it all and he was not. They see how we are together and as we understand it, but the attraction on his part there is that sense has to play against the windmills? Absolutely nothing. Male honey.
more than forty-eight hours together, imagine the suffering and even joy. 'Cause it makes me feel good, you just see him smile, watching her eyes and for me is everything. I love him a good soul. Enough to send down there that has been "a night with a friend," much to turn a blind eye when taking a free condom "because I can always serve, or do I need." Call it Masochism. Wanting to go ahead regardless. Why does something so great I've never felt for anyone, I've never been so good with `no, 'but never so much as bad as when he tells me that" they are heavy, "who are" abusive " that "his friend". Knew. I knew that every slap, pinch each other are a metaphor, I knew that all eyes contain three thousand thoughts, I knew that every word you keep it for who knows what `. Knew how. Point. `Yes, we are pathetic, however it.

I gave myself a break from Facebook, are already in two days, which for myself is absolutely no link record.Niente status. I have not replied to a message yesterday. Today I also drain the phone and facebook is blocked from work, so everything happens to the bean. Let's see how long it lasts. Detach at all? And all the concerts booked together? Confessing all? For what? Keep everything inside? I have a confusion in the head, unbelievable, I do not understand anything.

I can see him in two weeks. We have a party. In the meantime I started to look for work, because here `just can not do it anymore. I started to see people for coffee, to chat, to resume my social life. Not just him.

I went out for a drink and dinner with the ex of a friend, who is here a month. And you know how you treat a man like this should be. And I'm going to go out with him again, to feel good until the end. Although I love

him. Now I admit, but it is a terrible evil.

Monday, November 8, 2010

Woman Next Door Stockings



And here I am, on Monday 'at work. From London-good English, I say that is a shocking cold, is gray and has also been raining cats and dogs this morning. A desire to leave their homes to be zero. I lit a cigarette and slipped on her coat, put the Dr. that my Marteens dusted off and brought from home and I ventured into the world. Lipgloss and pencil on the eyes, pink nail polish by Chanel, `because I was all dressed in black, but there was something colorful. Moral strange. Strange after yet another strange weekend.
I only had a day off yesterday. Saturday I worked and after I got angry for having upset the plans I have to exit 8, My Lovely evening of electronic music. `We are now not much more rocknroll, indie, electro, but with so much learned enough tamarri but always chic, which scares me a little.

past weekend. Weekend heavy. Emotionally emotionally heavy. Weekend with turning points. How do you explain to them the feelings that one hidden under pounds of mud, and that 'cold as I do not know what, that you want a good soul? How do you let him know that you are doing wrong, because it seems `to give you for granted while you are that passionate, that would not flourish were made but also a hug, a word? certain things can not be said, can not be imposed, it may not. I'd probably get tired 'and Did I detto.Sono also out with a bottle of white wine in `body Friday, but I was sober. We're bordering on the road of alcoholism, we are in England.

Speeches on the terrace, with a cigarette in his hand. Discourses do not feel wanted, even as a friend. I pretend that I am too, I who am eisgente? `You are, 'because I'm giving so much, I'm hiding Love, and it is very difficult. It is Love, that will be comfortable, that they love, who understands what it's worth. It is painful to know that they are not for him. I have that philosophy, the good values, he is the concrete, doing, ask yourself goals. It 's a conversaizone an hour outside London in fredo, while the music echoes inside. It is the my heart stops beating, as I would like to stop. It is the understanding that I wish there was someone who is not afraid of his feelings, which is exposed, which makes them so, that tells you what he wants is quelllo you think.
It 's the understanding that is not me, who does not see my love, what overflowing, is contained in strength.
Vivo emotions, words, feelings. That's me. The one who believes in the great feelings, but that `thanks to all who met it is always due to think again. Why not here talking about physical appearance, we are talking about feelings. And I'm not one that goes by, so `without leaving a mark. I do not like such things', for one night. I fall in love mode make people, their gestures, 'the way of being. I fall to speak of. And this time, they are cooked, baked by sick, cooked to want to change, to want to be * some * what they are not. Let me hear you say that "I love you 'and' was a small victory. I bring home and put in the drawer. `Why will not change anything, but I have to change. I must demand more of why not have the strength to fight for other people to see what you have the `below, I will not change people. These things are simple, real profonde.Devono born by the person, should not be extracted. Love is not created, Love does not oblige me that they are well into her head. I call true friendship, not taken for granted.

e mail I received recently. I have wonderful people who love me. Who write to me, hold me, I bear. Here you see, you do not love, but you have friends, beautiful, beautiful. What you perceive as miles, some of which are bad, 'cause they would like things to go well. And I sometimes I wonder what I wrong to be lost forever madly for people in this way. Lose your head, lose heart, lose myself. `So blatant, but not for the person for whom I lose emotional / rational shots. Getting far as to say "but you had not you noticed?". And to think that if they notice strangers.

"We are SO good."

I also know that we are SO good.
`I'm all right so to do the shopping. `I'm fine so yet another morning waking up in bed. `I'm so good at dancing in the crowd and then turn around and they know that you are so near us, you are there, whatever happens, even if I defend myself very well by herself,` because I have the little body of a bull imbufalito and stress of a week to expel. I'm fine when I put my favorite song and I unleashed like a mad woman. I'm fine when I say shoot me ... a little. I'm fine when I leave with my mind and saw you listen anyway. I'm good when I see you dancing and sometimes I think that when I was in high school or college 'I would never exit with a `well, seriously and not as a matter of feeling superior. I'm fine when we lose 4 am in North London, Primrose Hill and drags you in, even when you say "It is not dangerous." But it is' perhaps, but with my best friend, who may happen to me?
I'm fine, and the rest say Onon counts.

we are friends, but how do you hide your love?
I look damn fucking pathetic and I know I am. But I'm feeling. I want to hide. I want to be a bitch, uncaring, non-sensitive. Those who go home with someone who does not even know. They're good, that make girls easy and comfortable. But perhaps not.
I loved the idea. Or that.
The problem 'has always been that I first fell in love, I lost, preserved giant.
This time is awfully different. It's hard. A fight with myself, to deny, not to shine through. And the other part does not help me. Why Laços seems more simple, more natural way and does not see that mae me. I hope that one day ends, that if you take away someone, a smart and beautiful, that it does feel good, and I am the friend who jumps out from time to time for a concert. I have come to expect this.

makes absolutely no sense to make a "joke" and then again in August as a scene, to explain my feelings, feeling rejected, not up and start the tour rearrangement again, I do not know if it's worth . I do not know, now do not even believe it.

I have to start seeing other people, to cut out my space. A forgotten gestures that actually 'does not mean anything.
I can not fight against windmills, I can not fight for those who do not want to do it.

`Maybe someone will come who will do` the right way. What `pull out that wonderful person. What to watch for hours while sleeping. The lovely girl that stroking for hours, `why do you think, meat is meat, but I would not like what he` knows, maybe the sense of recognition is what I want, let's put it that way.
I exposed my heart, I left out the rest, my fault. E 'roa to start looking for work. It is now.
E 'to be conscious of myself, my possibility '.
's time to hide your love, in the mud, under tons of mud. Or at least try.


And try to forget how it makes me feel good. And you know how 'nice to take a pillow in her room, to see those two eyes, hear his voice, it ballare.Di watch her beautiful smile and say "It 's enough." To take him by the hand and volegli hand warmer when the cold does not see inside me, I do not see ....

It's time to stop loving Na `, this time seriously.

Saturday, November 6, 2010

Na Dobre I Na Zle On Line Gratis



as if I had realized at last, somebody will say `that's not for me. as if.
comes the moment of truth, when you realize that some effort to meet you do not.
does not want you, you are not in his thoughts, Na `, the truth is this. You do not need letters, thoughts, gifts, efforts, four hours of sleep. I want a story that does not exist, at least for me. I want the moon, the moon utopian dream of a fragmentation of the inane thoughts and desires, outside the conceivable. Why can not I deserve it, I've been waiting years now and I stopped.
"You're more a good girl." True, I've changed, I suffered a lot in these months. I deserve love, the one with a capital. What my colleague said even deserve. Deserve a man and not a little boy. deserve to talk to a crap, but even Shakespeare. one with a level. One for which I would do anything and enjoy it. I do not do things in exchange for something, even in friendship, but again, once again, I would have messed, you made a mistake.
When I said it all when everyone said, `Na you're doing? To what, for whom, why. I was losing friends, friends, people. For a man, a person who made me, that makes me feel good, but when there's more to give ... laziness inertia, fatigue. I want one with the balls. A strong, smart, not half a sock. One
to keep me head.
I do not know if there do not know.
But this disappointment, again, how much it hurts.

Friday, November 5, 2010

Gay Cruising Places Bangalore

messy phantasmagoric adventures.

Here I am again. What
novelty.
to work after a day of rest after three years and a meeting with some friends (Australian and English) of Erasmus. Meeting that brought memories and emotions, which are always there but it `In short, a bit of species does. It makes you realize how much I miss you and the Erasmus university life, how it was all different, messed up in its own way, but in short, intense and beautiful. Not to pay the bill, electricity and gas, the meter, the trouble with the work, all the customers in short jerks. Bello.

Next week will be 'very intense. I have a gig almost every night and work in the morning from 7 to 4.Siamo inexplicably still "fully booked" and no one capacity, also weekdays. Anyway I was saying, concerts. A TUESDAY, African music, which I won the tickets. For those not conoscessse me, I make any contest, any contest (except lottery and maybe I could do that well change your life). And most often, always win. Most of the time are concert tickets. And I tell you to do. Tuesday, this indicator. Wednesdays LCD Soundsystem and Hot Chip, in a secluded venue in the North East London. Friday evening `Foals and Crystal Fighters, which I love. Friday night, `I'm leaving for Belgium I Love Techno. That I leave for Holland and then go to Maastricht and then to Ghent. Splash infinite. Four hours away by train, flight at 6 am, if you lose airport.Quindi night in my tracks you know why. I have no information "absolutely" mine. Why else give mad. Already the name "I love techno". That is, let's talk. There comes to mind a bunch of tangled dancing in levels of "noise" hallucinating. So imagine, my mom keeps saying, that "I'm fifteen years," after what he heard that happened to the Love Parade is, `Who knows what might think. `So much so, that in my youth I was much more 'hip-hop-pettinat went very very posh Parioli-what-you-wish-I-I Love Techno. That in reality 'should be called "I love electronica." Since there are Crookers, Underworld, Bloody Beetroots, Magnetic Man And Techno zero. But these are details. Well I am a little scared I would have also, despite having turned the stadium for years. We'll see. Do not miss are good at lying, so `I'll get lost for two days and hope that my not worry too much.
Then I'll go with "my best friend, who knew that my and my" friend Roman. " Ok, pounds and pounds and pounds and pounds of patience. Really.

ie. My becoming an existential problem. And that someone is worthy to comment, because I'm losing my mind take me seriously. I have a great friend, a friend who I love madly, to which I said that I like but 'and' everything is not for me. " In August, when he was with a girl. To which I want a good soul. With that step all weekend. With whom I sleep all weekend, and nothing happens. Nothing, nothing. Oh dear I seem invisible. But it is invisible. I'm not Naomi Campbell, but in short, my self-esteem is not zero, but less than a thousand. I know it seems a problem with that is, girls. But we signed the head is loosing seriously indeed. What I do is that I am by anyone. That as far as London is great .. if I sleep with you there's a reason '. What if I order a mask from America, there is a reason. If I'm cercanod to become the best possible reason there `. If I write a note saying something that I did not tell anyone. One reason there. Santa patience. But these men? I do not look upon me is that I jump on that one, but one who understands. Not that a BHO, I leave them ' in the balance, do not send me away, but I know, I know that I want, which is not enough, not 1.70, skinny, androgynous and ethereal.
Pero `.. but however, is, will have to finish Somehow. I have a friend who tells me to quit the holy, the one that tells me leave it, to stop being the victim, the "trovatene another."
Meanwhile ...

"that will confusioneeeeeee 'percheeeeee''.....


Delirium.

Sunday, October 31, 2010

What Can I Take To Stop Having Boners

Sunday evening

home. Incredbile. Already in bed, to rest after this intense weekend.
As usual, the excitement, the 'waiting time, the time comes down.

Last night we went back to 5. o'clock is power outage in the parking lot where there was a party, just when they started Digitalism DJ set. And tadaaa. An hour wait and then as we were to go after picking up their jackets, they return. DJ set better, really.

The moment of fatigue and destruction comes, because you can mosh, push, jump, but you can not do this without destroying them.

mixed feelings indeed. I have a fear of crowds. Star of changing too much for someone who does not deserve it, for someone who does not want me. I'm scared because I do not recognize it, not me. I've changed things at the risk, relationships, feelings. I've changed. I'm afraid. I'm afraid to be doing a great bullshit. With nothing

among us again, and my friends tell me that we are "too friendly", without which nothing can happen, the people closest who are worried about me. Too early to be, because I do not know where I'm going, how I'm acting so.

Waking up in his bed, destroyed, cramps everywhere. While he sleeps, I and my thoughts that fly, tie me, torturing me and I also take it around. I watch him, follow his features, I feel his breath. I'm kidding a little. I do not know what I'm trying, trying to hide, to annihilate, to silence, to pretend.
Because when I lean on him I'm fine, I'm fine, nothing, no nothing.
Kebab, PC, TV series. Sunday afternoon.

Another weekend, another will come along.

"That you're not."

and keep repeating that they are not enough, perhaps, yes I'm ruining.

Perhaps I should go away ... for me.

Saturday, October 30, 2010

Bogartsofathomasville

nothing's wrong today.

serata.Un Another beautiful Another beautiful concert.
And many small things that make me feel good, do not ask for more. I do not want blatant expressions of affection, I do not want big things, I know that I belong, I know that's not me.
I just know that if I stay I look back and I get lost in the crowd. I like to know that in the middle of the mosh and 'them' behind me, even if I defend myself well, indeed. I like pat in the face and tell me that there are myeloma and sentimental, but they are beautiful things. And how. I like to make fools and scimmiotare Bloody Bettroots. I like to sing "there is nothing wrong today" on a Delphic voice. 'Cause there's nothing wrong now, I do not want anything. I am happy to work another 4 hours, after only 4 hours of sleep. I slept in the same bed, brother and sister fall asleep crap shoot.
watch you sleeping, while I put the glaze, which is bright red and I could not, because `the work could not have bright colors. Becoming . I dream of the fairy tale, said one of my best friends and maybe a little, without false modesty, I deserve it too, but love is too. Hope you find someone that I love him as much as I want.

Thursday, October 28, 2010

Does Getting Mirena Out In Hurt?



I was going to fight with my best friend here. And who knows
`,` who knows if it's worth it. Misunderstandings. So much anger and fear. You ruin everything, you never know, that something quite small, one word too many, a misunderstanding, you ruin relationships.
The people who matter most to me, irreconcilable, difficult situation. Becoming
, I just want to feel good. I just want to be happy, I repeat like a mantra. I should be happy, I should not complain about what I have.
I expect a strong weekend. Tomorrow and Saturday work, but I also have two tomorrow and Saturday concerts, parties, in parking lots. Delphic and Digitalism.

I got the gift for him. I found the form from Venom, one that more closely resembles that of the Bloody Beetroots he wants from life. I do not know if you deserve it, they are usually gifts for birthdays, for anniversaries, girls and boys. Yet. Yet I want to give him this gift, to see his reaction, not having anything in return. Hopefully that will not disappoint me too.
I put a brake on my wish 'to want love,' cause it seems so wasted `. `Then I will love the music, i will be outstanding. America `the city where I live, America` walking. `I'll try to love a friend, not to suffer again.

I'm knocking down a wall. Sometimes I wonder if the immense effort that ii am doing all day to try to stay balanced on the rope. I am thrilled to show it.
Even when I'm angry because we `comes up with a person who can not stand, I'm trying to send down there at all costs, that comes to us with all the concerts, which sends itself. Have I ever mentioned how much I hate the people who invited themselves. I did not say? Well I say now, I do not like. I understand that there are people who are alone, who make friends in this city 'is not at all easy, that like the same singers and the same band. But let's talk. Deciding to come to Belgium with us, the same plane, same train, same endless journey. May God send me good, 'because in two weeks, without telling I go to my `. And I do not know, two days with this.
a friend of mine used to say that being copied imitated, it means "you're ahead", but there you `bitter consolation. So is called `.

I had high expectations for the next two days. Now I'm leaving, because they think it'll be `disappointed. `I wanted a Friday holiday, not too exaggerated, because I` Saturday to start working with a few hours of sleep in the body. I exaggerated a Saturday, with the masks, Entertain, exaggerate for a night, and be around people you do not have a total confidence. It is limiting, at least for me. I know I'm special, which are made in a strange way, that is crazy, but I can become a-social. It 's a way of "tirarsela" they told me, and I that we can do. Santa Pazienza. Obviously I'm going to talk and discuss the Two Chief World Systems and Heidegger's Being and Time in the middle of a party, but although it is put on record that in the midst of madness everywhere I can put on to list as a sciolilingua personal pronouns in greek (without being completely at the mercy of Bacchus). So we will see that

nen come out 'this weekend. I'm still sickly for changes in time. Hot, cold, heat, the reception door that opens hundreds of times a day, plant riscaltamento that did not work for hours last Tuesday, 'when I was on duty from 7 am to 3:30 om, whatever. Pazienza, I think that by now has become my favorite word. Tomorrow `

ALSO my friend will attempt to buy tickets for the tour of Take That (exhumed) and next Friday I decided that I` `I will take my loved ones to see Dave Grohl and Foo Fighters. That is, it comes in July 2011, between months, but here it `s all sold out now, so best to bring forward.

I resist resist, among huge mood swings, crazy ideas, ste damn I love boxing and Christmas gifts for those who did not have and need, 'because let's face it, sometimes is enough to carry around ingonbrante.

short, cogitate.
and dance and jump.
Why do I have the next day despite everything to do it. Why I want to have fun in spite of everything and everyone, to be me, to be taken as they are. And if I am not good at .... well, somebody, So, this is me.

Monday, September 20, 2010

Yellow Water Stool 1 Month Old

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Who will stop these guys rushing towards the short-circuit media with their trolley by the wheels on fire? Who will have the guts to say - no sorry, but here you do not pass! Who will?

Peppario and his dream team are more motivated than ever. They have forfeited the best of indie and underground scene of South Asia. Started with a couple of evenings devoted to alcohol in style & Lazy Slacker, our merry band is fighting all forms & web platforms that can offer.

Their Youtube channel travels on 20 thousand views in a month, the blog media push like mad and foals Facebook reports them as "one of page of time. "And it's breaking news on their upcoming debut radio show. How far will go, there is still not known, we'll find out just cause. Pe 'causes' as stated in their brand!

And here is the video of "The Loneliness of the Gay Numbers"

Thursday, August 5, 2010

Granite Tiles For Sale

Miss Fräulein - VIDEO

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Sunday, March 21, 2010

Treatment For Infarct Right Thalamic Lacunar

Filoti provides an additional contribution to the question "Camillo Monaco" The question

. March 21, 2010 due
Some further details of Camillo Monaco.

Dear Franco,
as always I will be grateful if you want to host me and give the space that you feel is appropriate. I will not, in fact, taking away from others and maybe a lot more qualified than me (and I assure you there are, starting with who you wanted to sleep in your brochure).
would like to make some further clarifications:
• Just the quote that you make the text Welcome is the one that most baffles me because it shows all the defense witnesses and the absolution of the reasons Monaco. Some of the people who argued that there was no reason to fear that the movement of the square or the Monaco was to stir the guard are the same as that in other documents, are accused of "duplicity" and ambiguous behaviors begin, if I remember correctly, this when I quote from memory, and then I could be wrong, just from De Angelis. I repeat, I consider much more careful and historically correct the position of Dr Andriani that opens wide openings for discussion in future. I do not want, rather than the action of Monaco and Oritani patriots who worked with him were seen only with the key to understanding this situation and not tied to any political action in the Risorgimento Oria. So yes you can cause the criminalization (a bit like is happening with some discussion on the problem, very complex and more serious, foibe)
• If I took the liberty to criticize

two historians of the caliber of the Goff and Bloch I assure you I did not presumptuously (Which is not part of my way of being and who knows me well knows) but only to reaffirm the principle that when one wants to consider a historical issue / political need to do so with a certain rigor and following certain principles. Certainly everyone has the right and duty to deal with the history of his country and, thank God, there are people like you who enable and facilitate it. But when you have to express an opinion, it should do so with a certain scientific rigor. That's it.
• Personally, I was always happy, so far, to make available to friends of friends and some documents pertaining to my family because I believe that history should be the basis for planning the future of a territory because constitutes the memory and keeps the roots of a people. I believe I speak also as a friend, I have some doubts about my choice in the light of the facts (but I think very little interest to readers).
• As to the fact that there is a memory of Monaco is testified by the place names dall'intitolazione both the school and lacks a memory of the victims of the story I think it is also and above all due to his work as a patriot and politician. This does not diminish the gravity of the facts of which I repeat offender who was director of the attempt to redeem an illiberal regime, and starvation.
• As the events in Genoa, you know, even better than you and me, who was a director is hidden from those who caused the climate and the fights both by those working in the control room of the police. On the one hand they wanted the chaos on the other the reaction carried out in the most backward. Unfortunately, this is the atmosphere that is created when there is no culture of listening and there is no accurate information and pluralist or considered a simple tell the story that the school must provide. Who pays, then, these choices are almost always the pawns. This was a mistake made by those who wanted the Risorgimento, but then did little for the popular education of the peasants and workers. This error we paid him, then, in the twilight of the Renaissance, with the fascist dictatorship.
• Finally, allow me one last clarification, I knew of the sale of the old oven Camposeo but I refrained from writing because I think that nothing has to do with each other when it involves the lives of private citizens. A separate issue is that you place the shield could be a key to the solution of the mystery "house Militia" and there, really, I would invite someone like John Ferraioli to help out.

Thank you always for your kind hospitality and making that more interesting questions and useful for the growth of civil Oria and territory.
Savior.

Saturday, March 20, 2010

Denise Milani Tits Slip

Camillo Salvatore Monaco Filoti intervenes, his descendant.

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March 20, 2010 Dear Franco,
to write these few lines after reading the brochure, kindly, you gave me, containing some reflections on some pages of the Risorgimento regarding Camillo Monaco and in which I am quoted several times in As holder of the documentation relating to the facts.
wish to do so because, as a result of what you published on your blog circulate some very inaccurate and distorted information about the figure of Camillo Monaco.
I happened, just this evening in Piazza Manfredi to hear a guy (I do not know and maybe did not even know who to speak) to make appraisals of the frankly unacceptable, calling on Camillo Monaco a criminal.
I want here to clarify a few things that are important to me as a citizen and a descendant of Camillo Monaco.

I do not want, for now, go in detail, based on unpublished documents also in the reconstruction of the episode you refer to.
I also want to correct some inaccuracies in your brochure.
I state that I, being, in a sense, a party, I can be accused of partisanship in rereading the story and the facts, but you know that objectivity has only the Almighty. I will try to stick to the facts thus setting them in historical and political context of the time. I state again
I learned the basics of historical method (and I talk about basics and tools as I consider myself an amateur and not a real town) from the studies of Bloch and Jacques Le Goff today are still considered the most advanced in this field. The story can not be done with the intent to rehabilitate something, someone or a political party without falling into false and in denial or revisionism. You will
professed lover of things of the past and local history enthusiast and write that you like spend your time looking for information on the history and the past of Oria. This does you credit, maybe they do a lot with your own love.
Unfortunately for this, but you are not servants of documents and sources of the but the writings of people who have read of these documents. I assure you that even I've had so far never have time to read all of your time. I reserve the right, at last, now that I'm retired. But surely I can say that I have read some documents in more than a few people that you quote and that I got an idea of \u200b\u200bthe facts and events rather articulated. On a consideration
recognize you a few reasons: the fact that Camillo Monaco, commander of the National Guard and member of the liberal bourgeoisie lacked the means to defend themselves in a process, unlike the people involved in the events. But that means were available to those who inspired the revolt and of which he was director. I refer the bourgeois nostalgia of the Bourbon regime and that part of the Church (cleverly orchestrated by Bishop Margarita) who had not only nostalgia for the former regime and the powers of time lost in 1860/61 but also economic interests at stake. From the papers is, if read carefully and without partisanship, which from the days before they were set in motion to stir popular discontent. Welcome also to the fact that then refer to previous convictions of some members of the National Guard would have to check when was this background to understand if they were not the result of aggressive police Bourbon (Bishop Margarita which he used extensively). In addition to welcoming your quotes witnesses against him but says little about the witnesses for the defense that allowed the defendants' acquittal of Monaco.
Much more correct from a historical perspective it seems to me to read that provides context Dr. Andriani that leaves room for doubt and slopes and in-depth research.
says he does not understand the decision to name the elementary school at the Monaco "C. Monaco "forgetting that the school was entitled to the same very year of the centenary and who made this choice made him think of the different Oritani patriots. Perhaps it also ignores the Monaco as an administrator is also responsible for school and education. Traces of this commitment, you can find in the records of the municipal nursery and documentation the elementary schools. Insofar as the quote that you do not understand what his son Dante has to do with a law degree with the letterhead of the school. Or maybe you want to say that education should not ignore the story and must only deal to broadcast content (as does the current education pseudoministro?).
in what I owned the house now it has never been in possession of the family in Monaco Glad that belonged to the family since the end of 1700. Glad the family had received a donation from the Italian canon Barsanofio who lived there and owned a mill (now the home of Dr. Cesare Leone). The canon, dying, had bequeathed a niece married to Dr. Cosimo Glad paternal grandfather of my grandmother Beatrice Content in Filoti (descending, his mother's side, by Camillo Monaco). [Note: I corrected the inaccuracies in question as reported by Filoti, Ed]
With regard to the current home of the family of Dean Mazza I have always felt that the house belonged to the family but Monaco, up to Now, I have not found documentation that establishes with certainty.
also assure you that I do not have any documents (or at least so far I have not found) showing that the possession by the family of the house of Giulio Monaco Caforio. I know that in the last century (ie since the early 1900) was in possession of the family quell'abitazione Montanari who then gave it to Emily Mazza. The back (the one where there is an arc that in the alley behind the house) belonged to the family and other Camposeo. The family Camposeo, including, ran one of the oldest kilns Oria is still intact and is very beautiful. As the arms
please observe better because it depicts a coat of arms Monaco hippogriff holding a silver globe. The emblem depicts a different animal in the photo, at whose feet seem to be a character who, personally, I can not clearly distinguished and the top rather than a globe it seems to me a flower. On this perhaps the prof. John Ferraioli will be much more helpful. On the
writes Professor Welcome, I respect that person and to which I am bound by sincere friendship I do not share the reading of the events that gave.
This is a very partisan reading with regard to the rehabilitation of Bishop Margarita. I intend to write further after a more thorough reading of the cards (including unpublished material).
the rest of the figure of Mons Margarita there we can get an idea by reading the words of Turrisi, Palumbo and Argentina and I do not think it comes out a very clear picture as a priest, in fact.
I limit myself to only invite you to reflect on the political context and to compare (Albeit small) of what happened in Italy after the Resistance, or even what happened after the riots of 1848. All changes lead resistance, hatred and violence and the rest were less than the robbers Bourbon as evidenced by the same Dr. Andriani in his valuable research.
The weather was still burning and therefore were daily clashes.
Mine is not a justification of violence but an attempt to explain and understand. From reading the correspondence and evidence, indicated that they tried to avoid confrontation but spirits were very excited.
Moreover, moving in a different context is not what happened in Genoa during the G8? Or is what happened in the motions Avola or Reggio Emilia? When the political struggle and the far reaches of the clash between the square and squares and such things often happen, in my opinion, the real culprits to be found in those who use the streets as pawns of the political game and not only in those squares who then acts protagonist.
However, beyond the responsibility in the affair would not want to diminish the role of Monaco and patriots who pledged themselves to free Italy from an illiberal regime.
Again, someone, and not unreasonably, might object on the errors of the Savoy and the governments of left and right on economic policy, industrial, agricultural and transport sectors in the South.
Here is an interesting debate and would useful to reread the studies Salvemini, Nitti, Giolitti, etc. Cross. the problem, but this is not the place to discuss it.
That said, I will stop here for now and, anyway, I want to thank you for having provoked in some way a cultural debate in Oria (a rare thing in these times in which matters much more than being and appearing to have and to 'act).
I would just ask you to give publicity to these reflections and this is my contribution to better understand the history of local area (but also the nation's history) in a time when there are widespread attempts to deny its value.
"He has no memory of his past can not design future "(Primo Levi)
Hail and embrace you with esteem and affection
Oria March 19, 2010 Salvatore Filoti

thank his friend Salvatore Filoti for this valuable contribution. I hope there are others, not just his, but also other citizens, who, without wanting to "criminalize" Camillo Monaco, they contribute to shed light on everything that happened 150 years ago in Oria. I must emphasize that if the "moving some very inaccurate and distorted information about the figure of Camillo Monaco ", as claimed Filoti, I certainly can not be held responsible for what I am. Still less prof. Welcome Antonio or D / ssa Andriani. Apparently someone has been horrified to read of the death of three people, March 31, 1861, in circumstances still not entirely clear, and will freely drawn their own conclusions! Do not forget that Italy is taking place in a kind of revisionism that everything was in Italian history during those years. The robbers Garibaldi and the same are seen with different eyes now. Reserving the right to intervene in the matter I would still say a little something about the analogy made by Filoti with the facts of the G8 in Genoa. I do not think that there are still gray areas in the affair of Genoa. For the death of Carlo Giuliani, and some have been convicted even obliged to pay parties (read HERE ). Camillo Monaco unlike the events in Genoa was tried 8-9 years after the death of the two shepherds and Sartorio, and this was one of the reasons for which he was acquitted. It 's still an active committee per Carlo Giuliani (read HERE) and I am sure that Giuliani will not be forgotten, someone will be promoted to a title in his name to something a lasting memory. I am also sure that will never be called a school or someone responsible for the nasty business of the G8 in Genoa.
I wonder and I ask you: "It 's just that the three Oritani who unfortunately died on Easter Sunday 1861 in Oria at the hands of elements of the Guard National under the command of Camillo Monaco, should be forgotten forever .... from all of us? "I copy and paste a passage from the document signed by the prof-analysis. Welcome: [ that the intervention of the National Guard was useless it relies heavily on the statements made during the process:
Francesco D'Amico, guard National, said that neither Saturday or Easter Sunday there was no reason to fear a revolt.
Vincenzo D'Amico said he had taken in that way you get rid of the "reactionary."
Angelo De Angelis, National Guard, said that the Guard was neither caused nor threatened.
Domenico Greek called the National Guards 'foam robbers' protected by Monaco. John Toscano, the National Guard, accused the Monaco, saying that it was he who incited the guards.
] The fact that Filoti said today that there still unreleased documents about the history of those years Oria, supporting the hypothesis (mine and others) that until now there has never been the willingness of local politicians and scholars analyze all with or without "historical method
second Bloch and Jacques Le Goff. " In relation to afore then Filoti ago that the house was once Emily Mazza and now Julius Caforio, I must point out that he perhaps strange that the same Giulio Caforio recently purchased the bakery and the house at number Camposeo 36 is found located at the front where the coat of arms which I think might be of Monaco. That house became the property of the deceased Ntunucciu Camposeo (bachelor, carpenter, member of the town band, nicknamed Santuroccu) in the eighties.

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

Belanger, Gerry Toronto Billiards

Camillo Monaco (Oria 1819-1896) was real glory? It 'now time: Posterity will judge us. Short profile of Camille

. March 9, 2010
Camillo Monaco (1819-1896 Oria)
was real glory? We posterity will judge.

In my humble opinion it is time to shed light on events in Oria 150 years ago, which caused, among other things, the tragic deaths of three Oritani, the Unification of Italy.
my kit " postulation of cause posthumous " with pieces from some texts are worthy of faith.
Why do I do? For several reasons:
- I have no time to lose (as he likes to tell me some honored citizen);
- I am a lover of local history and old things in general and I like to analyze it according to my point of view, critical spirit and free, not like that approved the common sense of thinking and acting;
- I lived for ten years in the historical center and just in Via Camillo Monaco, No. 36 .... and that name remained engraved in my mind, given that instinctively I read at least once a day the marble plaque toponymy: "Via Camillo Monaco - Higher National Guard 1819 - 1896 - Formerly Chianchizzi Li." (The contents of the plate is actually quite small compared to the importance that was given to the character by his contemporaries);
- I read texts of two experts on local history, Antonio Benvenuto (year 1985) and Anna Maria Andriani ( year 2006), who hope to the facts at the time, an in-depth studies and research by scholars.

Antonio Welcome:
[shadow, then, falls on this figure (Camillo Monaco) that the public has always considered a hero Garibaldi and that following the discovery of the correspondence fazionario seems rather a violent and overbearing.
Which of the two images is true? Scholars
the answer!
We want to talk we do not wish to desecrate and throw mud in the personality of a man but for the sake of historical research and truth.] ;

AM Andriani:
[... ... only one study cross-referencing of sources available may emerge more clearly the figure of Camillo Monaco.
The proposal outlined publishing of his biography by his son, Attilio, Family Tree enriched the family of Monaco and indexes of names and places, other offering material for reflection, is an invitation to broaden and deepen the research.]

- to do it, I thought, "what better occasion of the celebration of the 150th Anniversary of the Unification of Italy? (17 March 1861-17 March 2011) "

- are convinced that such a delicate task can be done professionally by the Institute for the History of Italian Renaissance, Brindisi Provincial Committee, chaired by Professor / ssa Anna Maria Andriani, Oria;

- certainly no one can think that is my intent to desecrate and throw mud in the personality of Camillo Monaco. I do it only for the love historical research and truth ... ... and possibly also to honor the memory of those three unfortunate that Oritani that fateful March 31, 1861 had the misfortune to run into the "good" of the National Guard under the command of Camillo Monaco, who, through a reading of cards today may appear to us guilty (if not responsible) of abusing the powers conferred to him. One thing is certain: the Monaco is no shortage of means to pay the best lawyers to defend themselves. Same thing applies to the families of those victims? Someone claimed damages?

- if I understand the decision of the Municipal Council (formed by liberals), dated October 29, 1899 to dedicate a and a couple of streets away, I can just as easily understand why in the 60's, perhaps on the occasion of the first centenary of the Unification of Italy, the city administration has decided to name the Oria Monaco even the new elementary school (the current circle II). I wonder and ask: was it really necessary to bestow such an honor? Or maybe Oria had no other characters in the past the most famous and most learned of Monaco? The same son Dante in the manuscript "Memoirs of a family," says his father never graduated in law "as he was distracted by political intrigues." Or maybe the directors of the municipal year "60 unknown Correspondence relating to the contents of the "Trial of Camillo Monaco for the events of March 31, 1861?



The following photo is taken from the book-length biography of Camillo Monaco "A Trusted". The son Attilio indicates that building as "The House in Oria Monaco."


Today that house, opposite the Cathedral on the right side of the square, it's like you see in this other photo.

In the Oria Monaco had several possessions, including a farm in the district Salinelle.

Also, I think I have made an interesting discovery from a historical perspective, but even my own. I have said in the introduction that I lived for ten years in Via Camillo Monaco, n ° 36.

However on the front of that house (now owned by Julius Caforio) is still visible below the coat of arms that could be just the right patrician family of Monaco. (It looks very similar to that existing in the documents in the possession of that Filoti.)

This explains perhaps why the old name was sacrificed to make way for Chianchizzi to Camillo Monaco. His house has been there where I lived at number 36 ... I Via Camillo Monaco?

The question arises: "What Home was born Camillo Monaco? "Answer:" I do not know, but I can tell you with certainty that a family Oria jealously guards some personal effects (even its cradle) of the "King of Oria" (as he was known during the trial of C. Monaco's mother Oritani one of the dead.)

conclude by saying that on this occasion I created a blog-theme Memorial (http://oria1861-2011.blogspot.com).

After this short and necessary introduction please read the above mentioned.

Oria, March 2010.

Franco Harp, free blogger Oria (Archeoclub member of Italy)
www.arpa-oria.it


Prof. Antonio Welcome (1985)
Camillo Monaco's trial for the events of March 31, 1861 and the political situation in Oria. (Quaderni del Liceo Scientifico di Oria)
Camillo Monaco was born in Oria February 23, 1819 from wealthy families. He was liberal and anticlerical antiborbonico and
as claimed Casimiro Eat (Short Guide Topographical-Historical Town of Oria. Marrazzi Ed, Oria 1961) "head stock" of the illegal sect Bourbons of Oria.
He lived a lot in Naples, where he studied and obtained a Diploma of Fine Arts, Humanities and Law in 1845, where he forged his political temperament antiborbonico in attending the famous Café 'good', 'De Angelis',' Danzelli "," Great Britain "," Herculaneum "and" Comito, "places of meeting of all those" heated "(literally mentioned in the biography written by his son, Attilio, entitled "A Trust) who aspired to the creation of an Italy free and independent.
Residing in Oria, weaving the threads against the Bourbons, we often meet in the Café 'Persian' in Lecce with the other "liberal" Terra d'Otranto.
A 31 years Camillus Monaco, despite this political activism was not considered a "subversive" by the Neapolitan authorities, it was only when, at the personal request decided to take leave of the Body Guard of Honour of the King, which had enlisted just twenty-one. The
Monaco, in fact, as Mazzini and the liberal cavuriani had taken action more pronounced in the South of Italy to scroll through the Bourbon regime, he felt that it was high time for him to increase his political commitment, moving from Oria, and Lecce Naples with greater insistence.
For this reason, January 11, 1851 was subjected to interrogation: the judges wanted to know something about his past stay in Naples and its constant movement.
imprisoned in the Santa Maria di Capua for 55 days, was later released, but was included in the list of "Trusted."
year following, namely 27 August 1852, his home in Naples was subjected to thorough inspection by the Inspector Frank Cangemi who took papers and journalistic material, he said, interesting.
considered 'subversive', Camillo Monaco spent, then, the years between 1851 and 1859, now under special surveillance, now in jail, now in exile.
Meanwhile, the Bourbon regime was drawing to an end. A nothing was worth the granting of the Constitution, nor the trip, which King Ferdinand II had even amid the jubilation of many populations of Apulia, like that of Oria, Sava, of Fragagnano, Carosino and San Giorgio, was approximated to Bourbon throne, the masses of many cities. The king himself seemed
be aware of. The phrase that the King spoke to his wife " Tere, which vote is facimmo bad trip" has the air of a prophecy.
On May 22, Ferdinand was forced to abdicate in favor of his son, Francis II, but this policy initiative was not sufficient to avert the end of the kingdom of the Two Sicilies.
Garibaldi with its " picciotti " had liberated Sicily and defeated the last time on the Volturno resistance Bourbon.
On March 17, 1861, Italy was finally proclaimed "unity, independence and monarchy." The awards
political Camillo Monaco received for his work as a conspirator and a patriot to the cause in support of unity, there were many, but what gave him an enormous personal prestige and authority to intervene in the name of the first Garibaldi and Vittorio Emanuele II and then, in the political and administrative affairs of the City of Oria, was the appointment of "Special Commissioner of the City," entrusted by the Provisional Government's dictatorial Naples, September 6, 1860. Organized
Corps National Guard, the Monaco was the only country responsible for public order and the undisputed political leader. Oritani
Not all were, however, become "liberal" and "filopiemontesi.
Many citizens resented the new historical and expected a good opportunity to intervene. The spark was caused
Day Easter, March 31, 1861, about two weeks after the anniversary of the official proclamation of the Unity of Italy.
The public uproar broke out in Piazza Manfredi at dusk, however, was promptly panned by the National Guard. The son of Monaco, his biographer, dismissed the event with a few bars, as a matter of little consequence. But it was not trivial!
On that occasion, in fact, the National Guard became stained with the blood of three citizens, killed with a bayonet, and several wounded.
Even the air you breathe in the country in those years was overheated because of the political factions strongly opposed the 'liberal' and 'Bourbon'. Finance
the Clergy in Oria and the entire diocese was divided.
one hand there were the priests fìloliberali and friends of Monaco, on the other priests conservatives, linked to the "Bourbon" Margaret Bishop, Bishop of Oria. Monaco
Attilio says the bishop in his biography that his father was a "passionate defender of the Bourbon cause, getting to this, the hatred of many and the house arrest in 1860."
short, the policy bias in Oria was such that some families tried to kill the bishop who celebrated a Pontifical in Cathedral, by shooting him from the dome and the Church Oria, after the escape of the Bishop, he fell into a schism that lasted three years.
One thing is certain: the fall of the Bourbons in the city wreaked persecution, harassment and abuse by the winners 'liberal' and quelled the riot in the blood it is the clearest proof.
After five years of absolute power by the liberal faction, the elections of 1866 saw the victory of the Conservatives in city government.
Camillo Monaco, past the opposition, is not known peace for the defeat and began to attack the new directors in the not so much in their political and ethical behavior of individuals, leading to public denigration. He even printed his slander in a newspaper of Taranto, entitled "The Echo of the two seas."
Municipal Administrators responded to these insults by a pamphlet written by the priest Don Cosimo De Angelis, containing the entire history of abuse and bullying of Monaco, made until 1866. (The booklet, however, was signed by Louis Carone!).
the response of the Directors, the Monaco was followed by a late libel suit in 1869.
The air had become unbearable in Oria again!
Directors, at this point, urged an investigation by the Judiciary to investigate the actions of Monaco for all the years of his term as "extraordinary commissioner" and "Captain of the National Guard" and investigate its moral responsibility in the matter of riot of March 31, 1861. They were so
indicted:
Camillo Monaco, National Guard Captain, Deputy Mayor and Municipal Councilor, Francesco Orsini, extralegal guard; Francesco Biasi, guard extralegal, Mauro Di Pasquale, extralegal guard, shoemaker; Fella Noah, extralegal guard, carpenter (affected and sentenced for theft ) Jose Patino, extralegal guard, carpenter (affected and convicted of theft); Vincent Attanasio, extralegal guard.
The prosecutor called them "bad men" and "Well done" to use the precise words. The same opinion was expressed in the Resolution of the Council Chamber (vol. 2, page 170).
"Camillo Monaco - so we read - head the country, had its exposures; annoveravansi between these defendants and some other that were deemed "good" time in between. All was lawful for them that season. Threats, insults, insults, beatings and theft were seen in those days and the honest people kept silent because the King of Oria in his secret all approved. They had better days hereafter arise for the triumph of justice because, secure in the hearts, were denounced by citizens and try some of those evil and rascality consumed by Noah and Joseph Patino Fella (facienti sad part of this association), as guilty of theft hours atone for the penalty of imprisonment. "
The charges for Monaco and his collaborators were:
1)-Theft of the thrones of the Episcopal Church of Oria;
2)-burglary;
3)-Arbitrary arrests and abuse of power;
4)-cause of the deaths of three people;
5)-slander against Francesco De Angelis;
6)-robberies against Frank Russo.
Camillo Monaco to defend themselves, had to use the best lawyers of the Bar of Lecce, including Chambers. Leonardo Frascassovitti, the lawyer. Barletti Vincent, the lawyer. And Mr. Mark Paladini. Joseph Falco, who argued during the trial, the prosecution bias, a lack of evidence, the inevitability of the need for the state and the absence of threats to the judge district prisons. The verdict was
acquittal for Monaco and all the other defendants for the following reasons:
- many murders, consumed during those years of political transition, had gone unpunished;
- the case has been celebrated from the event after some time of the facts;
- exacerbated the bias of witnesses against him and had harmed exhaust the search for truth.
The "Citizen Leccese" 1 April 1871 praised the judges' decision, saying: "We are pleased that Camillo Monaco, a patriot of ancient date, was given the freedom that had been removed, only to have made his duty to defend public order and law. "
"The advocate," another newspaper Salento, 3 April of that year, went out with the news of absolution of Monaco and a brief history of the riot that had caused the deaths of three people, suggesting, finally, that the case was wanted by the enemies of the Liberal Party.
Today, thanks to the discovery of copies of correspondence with the family Filoti, (correspondence of the case against Camillo Monaco, kept in the private Family Filoti Oria, consisting of 270 bound sheets no more than three papers showing the episode (n 2. 'Citizen Leccese' No 1 'the proponent') the events of that time can be revisited with more analysis.
to us that we have carefully read the correspondence has given us the opportunity to find many new elements that lead us to be quite critical of Monaco, seeing in him not so much the material author of the deaths of three poor unfortunate people, as the moral authority and organizing aware of blood.
was the day of Easter, a holiday, during which the villagers used to gather in Piazza Manfredi to meet and talk with each other.
For about two weeks in Italy was celebrated the anniversary of the Unit and that holiday had to be held by the Liberals in Oria quite appropriate because it reminds us of the memory.
For this reason, Monaco had been arrested several people, including Cosimo and Cosimo Mola Calò, which he considered " troublemakers" because they had hired the boys to shout in the Piazza "Viva Francesco II.
In the afternoon, it was paraded through the streets of the town band in the country.
the accompaniment of political intriguers, friends of Monaco, who threatened and beaten by those who shouted "Viva Vittorio Emanuele II."
Executive Square in the band, the National Guard Sergeant, Don Nicholas Pinto, was invited by Monaco to hold a public meeting.
had to be some expression of impatience on the part of some national pro-Bourbon if Monaco did take the National Guard.
His speech was so violent that soon lay on the ground in a pool of blood, finished bayonets, Marcello Sartorio, performer of the dishes, Pasquale Pastorelli, a former Bourbon, laborer, and Peter Sartorio, Marcello's father, a trombonist.
that the intervention of the National Guard was useless it relies heavily on the statements made during the process:
Francesco D'Amico, National Guard, said that neither Saturday or Easter Sunday there was no reason to fear a revolt.
Vincenzo D'Amico said he had taken in that way you get rid of the "reactionary."
Angelo De Angelis, National Guard, said the Guard was neither caused nor threatened. Domenico
Greek called the National Guards' foam of brigands, "protected by Monaco. John Toscano, the National Guard, accused the Monaco, saying that it was he who incited the guards.
Dominic Trinchero stated that to throw bayonets was the Orsini, a guard extralegal. Peter Conte said he did not need the intervention of the National Guard in Piazza. Attanasi Pasquale said that there was no meeting in the square, given the fact that there was no danger of reaction. Isabella Antonini, mother killed in Piazza Pastorelli, accused of murder and the Orsini extraguardie Biasi and called the Monaco "King of the country."
that the intervention of the National Guard was also provocative, it is clear from the fact that the faction Bourbon had been rendered powerless to harm, since the Monaco had been arrested over the wheel and Calò, Angelo Masiello, farmer; Cosimo Mingolla, farmer; Cosimo De Fazio, farmer; Pasquale Barone, owner; Manisco Raffaele, farmer and Luciano Manisco Former soldier Bourbon drifter.
the correspondence, finally, we learn that in the hands of those killed by alleged agitators, no weapon was found, the doctor Danusci Joseph, in charge to perform an autopsy was threatened by the "liberal" and that the Examining Magistrate allowed the reconnaissance the bodies and the autopsy a few days later, when the decomposition was already well advanced.
shadow, then, this figure falls the public has always considered a hero Garibaldi and that following the discovery of the correspondence is rather a violent and overbearing fazionario.
Which of the two images is true? Scholars
the answer! We
we have not wanted to speak to a desire to desecrate and throw mud in the personality of a man but for the sake of historical research and truth. Prof. Antonio

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PRESENTATION Anna Maria Andriani facsimile reproduction of a reliable volume: Camillo Monaco (1927), written by his son, Attilio, on the bicentennial of the birth of Giuseppe Mazzini. 2006.

The volume edition of a wait: Camillo Monaco (1927), written by his son, Attilio, documents the story of a patriot in the context of the Risorgimento movement Salento and national, which sought independence and a system of freedom, strongly inspired by the thought and action of Giuseppe Mazzini.
Camillo Monaco (1819-1896), the third son of Pasquale ("gentleman" and owner) and Gaetana waking life, in 1838 he enlisted in the Guard of Honour in Terra d'Otranto, in 1841, he moved to Naples attend legal studies. Once the capital of the Kingdom of the Two Sicilies, he entered the great Italian and European ideological conversation, and he began his adventurous story of "reckless liberal Mazzini." On July 6 1856, in Naples, he married Nicoletta Leanza They had nine children: six boys and three girls. Fascinated by the ideals of freedom and independence, moved from the failed attempt of the brothers Bandiera, he called his first two sons, Attilio and Emilio, Garibaldi was the name of the second-last child, born in 1864, Italy and the daughter born in 1873. Supervised by the Bourbon police, entered the crosshairs of Morbilli Commissioner, who had undertaken a crusade against the bearded ones "in 1850. The family lived in Monaco
Oria, small farming town economically and socially backward, the District of Brindisi. In the city, ruled by a Decurionate, the population was divided into rich landowners or gentry owners, civilian professionals, "artisans, farmers and laborers. Two political parties: a traditional supporter of the Bourbon regime and the other oriented toward the new order of things, which identified the "ambitions of Monaco."

a reliable reads like a diary of the human and political Camillo Monaco, rebuilt from the inside - with the port of emotions and family traditions of the writer, the son of the protagonist - with the rationalization and detachment of the historian, but also of the same child is now retired, but was also a citizen of the world. Attilio, then, would fix on the page what William Wordsworth called "emotion recollected in tranquility "(emotion remembered in tranquility): the struggle for independence that had preceded his childhood and whose stories have nourished his youth. The reader of a wait note, however, between the lines, a trembling, veiled sadness at the points in which the writer-son can not explain attitudes and behavior, to dispel the shadows to dispel forever the terrible doubts and insinuations, as if to justify himself in front of the father - the protagonist of the biography - and in front of the other martyrs of freedom, failing to understand fully and to cast full light on the shadows of suspicion. Concerned to illuminate the dark regions that surround her father's life, especially in this difficult period in Naples on horseback between 1848 and 1860, the son biographer senses, touches the issues, but not silent doubts about the action of the father is silent, however, over two trials in 1861 and 1870 about the "criminal offenses" occurred on the day of Oria Easter, March 31, 1861.
dell'Attendibile shines from reading the profound sense of human solidarity with his father, a member of a noble family tradition and a historic moment, which includes the various experiences that are unique and unrepeatable. The author captures the protagonists in the three cultural value, historical and human, along with the political tension. Camillo Monaco emerges as a key figure in the history of Oria and precious essential link, as an apostle and leader of the republican movement unified national based on "Thought and Action" Mazzini.

proposing a reliable public attention: Camillo Monaco has wanted to add another missing piece - after that of Sir James Lacaita - that great mosaic of our national history.
This does not mean that the case is resolved Camillo Monaco, because the question remains: who was really Camillo Monaco? What did he do?

He was, as is apparent from the trial records of 1861:
"the Royal Subeconomo of the Diocese of Oria in fact paid for the industry from 1860 to 1861, the Royal Extraordinary Officer in Torre Santa Susanna, the General Staff of the National Guard invested honor and title of Knight of SS.ti Maurice and Lazarus, the Provincial Council, the President of the Congregation of Charity, the Taxman Fondiario [in the Monaco office resigned because "profit"].
And, in return, he was seen as
"feudal lords of the Middle Ages, [...] indeed King of the country with his court Bravi, order and have carried out violence and crimes against forced vassals?.
Therefore, only a cross-sectional study of the sources could be found to bring out more clearly the figure of Camillo Monaco.
The proposal outlined publishing of his biography by his son, Attilio, Family Tree enriched the family of Monaco and indexes of names and places, offering other food for thought, he wants be a call to broaden and deepen the research.
AM Andriani

[A page. 15 of a wait (by the son Attila) reads: "In these pages, which do not contain the record of extraordinary events ol'accenno serious convictions, carry only special police persecution and harassment against a trusted, my Father: old things of a lost world, lost in the whirlwind of years, and of which there is no other track in card stock, now saturated with mold and the past, but formidable hands have written and peeled. "]



Below I reprint a profile traced by Dr. Pasquale Spina in his beautiful book on toponymy Oria: "Oria / old roads, new names, new roads, old names. 2003.

[The character which is dedicated to this way of life is certainly a key player in the second half of Oria. Camillo Monaco was born on 22 February 1819 by Pasquale and Gaetana Life. belonged to one of the oldest and richest families of Oria. To read the two most convincing works written in C. Monaco, the biography of his son Attilio A. Welcome and process, it seems, almost, of being faced with two completely different characters: the first martyr of the Bourbons, the patriot inspired by the ideals of freedom, the proponent of new ideas, the other a domineering and vindictive character who persecute its victims do not hesitate to use violence. As usual, the truth is never all on one side, regardless of whether or not it had the ideals of freedom, endured until 1860, several trials and convictions by the Justice Bourbon.
advent of Savoy was finally able to implement its aspirations to be a leader of the political and administrative life of his city, and from then until his death there were municipal offices and missions to which Camillo Monaco was not called. He was appointed Commissioner of the Provisional Government dictatorial, was, almost uninterruptedly, alderman, for long periods, alderman, and was also serving as acting mayor. At the same time in these administrative positions Camillo Monaco He also serves very prestigious: Staff of the National Guard and was commander of the battalion throughout the mandate, was the first president of the Congregation of Charity and was sub-treasurer of the Diocesan Oria appointed by Ministerial Decree of 8 March 1863.
centralize all this power, it was inevitable that do not occur Camillo Monaco occasions when he is able to exercise those vendettas against those from whom he was opposed in the Bourbon period.]


Here is a piece from the book: "The Diocese of Oria 800, Caramel Turrisi.
another interesting picture emerges of those times: that of the Bishop of Oria Louis Margarita.

The Risorgimento movement is evolving under Ferdinand II (1830-1859) whose government, though more open to the problems of time and better prepared to respond to positive innovations of the French decade, however, failed to meet the-change movement led by the bourgeoisie intellectual whose program included a better "administrative-bureaucratic organization, uniform, centralized, against the chaos of laws and institutions, and the privileged strata of the customs, anti-clericalism, or better anticurialismo ... religious tolerance and incipient secularization of the state and social life ... '. The nuncio, Msgr. Antonio Garibaldi confirmed the validity of these claims writing to the secretary of state about the now famous Ferretti Monsignor Luigi Settembrini booklet entitled 'The protest of the people of the Two Sicilies "in 1847:
The petition is very sorry for people affezzionate the King, because it tries to make hateful person of the monarch, endeavoring to bring him guilty of all the evil of government are open and regrets, attributing the major flaws that did not, and concealing the beginning of good in him that I must however say that the substance of public evils, against which they claim, is no longer seriously: I mean the lack of order and legality in the administration, with zeal and probity in public employees from top to low, without the necessary exceptions of course, that should really be looked upon as true exceptions.
It therefore came as a consequence of the revolution of 1848 and the granting of the Constitution of 29 January which allowed the guarantigie representative and established the national parliament. The news came in Puglia on 1 February, lifted enthusiastic welcomes. It had the feeling of being out of chaos and darkness. Even the "regular reports of the police," the joyful notified of the Constitution to Sava in Francavilla, Ceglie and Oria, which occurred well as various disorders dictated by the ancient rivalry between 'rich and poor. " The illusion lasted aroused by the Constitution granted until March 12, 1848 when it was withdrawn and were collected signatures to the initiative, prompting the immediate reaction of the liberals. The diocese he was involved (see Note 1). The government remedied immediately reinforced with police measures and penalties against the supporters of the Constitution.
the death of Ferdinand II, who spent the last years of his reign in the "most complete absolutism," ascended the throne his son Francis II, who was given the chance to witness the sad demise of the Bourbon dynasty from the kingdom of the Two Sicilies under the thrust of the action figures. After the capture of Naples (September 7, 1859) and Gaeta (February 13, 1861), left the country retreat in Rome, where fed by a weak reaction by promoting the revival of brigandage (See Note 2).
In the last years of the Bourbon monarchy ruled by the Diocese of Oria Margarita was born in Francavilla Fontana, the only bishop of this period came from the same diocese. In the process was described:
Vir gravitate, prudence, doctrina, morum probity, rerumque experientia praeditus in Eccles et functionibus apprime versatus, dignus propterea here Ecclesiae Oritanae in Episcopum praeficiatur.
For Peter Palumbo, author of a history of Francavilla, liberal and outspoken opponent of Margarita, the latter would be elected to the chair of Oria 'sovereign for protection rather than on merits, not being more than a mediocre monk of the Congregation of St. Vincent of Paul "related to the Bourbon cause, facilitated by his brother Antonio, who had achieved an economic powerhouse of the family by marrying a Bottari. A few years later his appointment was suspected of simony . The Canon De Angelis, using the s. Father in 1857 against his bishop, he wrote:
[... only to resign V. Bliss, that such incapacity is more than benign consider simony publicly known ... The simony Margarita United PEL was trumpeting a dark servant, who brought eight thousand ducats, and the diocese now I can challenge many facts.]
This statement can not be assessed critically to the lack of other documents, may seem suspect at least taking into account that De Angelis had been relegated to a convent in Ruvo from Margarita. The news that Simon was still collected by some authors as Palumbo and Argentina. The first is about 12 thousand ducats and highlights the spirit of arrival of Margarita. The Argentina speaks instead of 18 thousand ducats offered to the minister because the person was proposed for s. A bishop's seat to occupy. But they do not show some, indeed estimate the charge of simony "a defamatory falsehood '
The 18,000 gold ducats if you really disbursed to the Ministry of Religious Affairs Bourbon era, did not involve the crime of simony, because they are used get that P. Luigi Margarita Mission to the Holy See was proposed for appointment as Bishop of Oria, as a person worthy and pleasing to the R. Crown of Naples. We understand the effects of the proposal, which could also be rejected, not the church benefit from those who had the power to confer (Note 3). More reliable
seems the insinuation that the government had proposed to Margarita s. See for its distinctly Bourbon and trends that had intended for a diocese declared by some "traditional nest of absolutism and tyranny" and where all the bishops certainly predecessors had shown undoubted attachment to the Bourbons. It is certain that the period of the episcopate of Margarita in Oria to be counted among the most troubled and difficult socio-political situations that required a certain psychological adjustment to which he was not prepared. So was unable to conceive, the various problems that faced the stage of history, a different solution from the confessional jurisdictionalism Bourbon still considered a "cornerstone for the reconstruction effort, which seemed so urgently need." This explains Margarita well the certain servility of the Bourbons also conferred on him by the nuncio (See Note 4).
But the Bourbon monarchy had ended his story in the South and when he disappeared at the end of '59 is hardly surprising, since it has long warned that it could not fulfill its mission below. Several causes had prepared its end: the break with the Enlightenment culture that had supported the southern Bourbon reformism often believing, unlike other states, but the possibility of cooperation on a more democratic, the education crisis, the army and bureaucracy, the sad economic situation, despite attempts at reform, could not lift the conditions of the people, and finally, the lack of careful diplomacy in the field of alliances that forced her to remain in the circle of influence in Austria. That's why the margarita, bourbon devotion, began to suffer the consequences of his policies after the disappearance of Bourbon, along with much of southern episcopate. There are those who think that the bishops had the South to the new political party only for wanting to appease the various factions. It was, writes the "Catholic Civilization," of frauds against them:
What then, as usual, is honored with the subversive to put the Bishops in the appearance of unfair and felons to their rightful King, praising them for having joined the new order established there by the treachery and force. This is quite false. Very few of the bishops bowed to such cowardice, and several, such as the sake of example, the Professor of Altamura, wrote letters to cancel a lot of energy with which the imposture of their goodness evil faceasi abuse, showing members of the revolution. So sad soles repaid by the piety and charity of the clergy. This fidelity to the episcopate
Bourbon cause, unlike the lower clergy, was also declared in a report dated 18 August 1860 the Minister of Interior:
A fact I have to report to Your Excellency almost universal, and in ways more or less expressed is repeated in all dioceses in the Kingdom and it is that the bishops be discovered, generally speaking, hostile to the new order of things. Only there was difference in the way that some make an opposition to the Statute would say almost passive, it does not allow you to play with freedom and those that way, which requires that wish to bear fruit worthy of the maturity of the times in which we are. Others, making him the most striking contrast, almost wearing the uniform of the conspirators, to forget the past and the priestly and public debt, with the word that is mighty on their lips, and openly hostile acts, become the center of reaction and the honest Liberal lead to thoughts that were never, removing power to the government and the country in putting on the skid to fall into anarchy ... (See Note 5). Among the bishops
liable to object to the granting of the Charter-tional costs granted by Francis II in '48 and recalled by a decree in force on 1 July 1860, was also included along with the margarita part of its clergy.
Unconstitutional, but the reaction of the clergy and workers were generally in Salento.
The years that followed the unification of Italy marked the clash, in ecclesiastical politics, the "rigid Southern jurisdictionalism" with the formula devised by the Cavour of the freedom of the State and the Church. Mancini did not like the minister and other southerners who admitted that the state should continue to exercise its historical prerogatives of ' enforcement of placet and the like that placed him in a position of supremacy over the Church. This divergence of views appeared well when he was presented the Bill of Guarantees to fix the position of S. See after the seizure Rome and the fall of the temporal power. It had been set to the new formula Cavour separatism of church and state.
However, these years were painful for the bishops of the kingdom that manifests their sense pastoral letters on "mournful events' Italian, showing solidarity to the pope to the facts of the Papal States. In January 1860 the bishops of the kingdom of Naples, wrote a letter to the Pope, who also bore the signature of Margarita. The political action of Margarita is influenced by these circumstances. He, having had to master the P. Thomas Contieri of a liberal, pro-Bourbon was, in fact it was believed 'spy Bourbon. " Yet he told the nuncio that one of the first acts of his episcopate was "not to meddle in political matters, but to continue in the holy mission of the priesthood," along with his clergy. And yet he was forced to deal with both because he believed in the mission for the Church of the Bourbons and because stimulated by several accessions of his clergy to the new political order. His authority rest on the liberal priests who, in appeals to the authorities and in meetings of the Chapter, not a shepherd but described him police commissioner, "an instrument of religious tyranny of the Bourbons," wrapped up in litigation, sower of dissent, of desolation and grief for the priests that he often chastises liberals. And so he was forced to suffer the consequences of his actions by the liberal reaction when the Constitution was proclaimed. Appeared against him and his family also believed religious' spy Bourbon. " He retired in Francavilla for peace. Part of the numerous clergy, the liberal, his native city does not welcome the presence and advanced to the Mayor Nicholas Barbaro-Forleo's request to remove him:
urgent and imperative need proclaims ready sortie of this unworthy prelate. For that this petition strongly recommended to you or the Mayor and settlers that represented the needs of our country lest certified by your decision, was resigned to all'Intendente the effectiveness of its implementation. The
decurionato voted on August 16, 1860 acclamation for the absolute removal of the bishop and his brother Secretary lest not done any disorder among this population that is ill because he sees the Archbishop and Bishop was catered by the canteen now vacant in the fact, which holds the disorder and therefore the people of Cleri Diocese (See Note 6).
And you wanted too, that the liberal clergy were deprived of office, because he was held responsible for the discord among the population. Under pressure from decurionato which it had put a report to the governor of the Terra d'Otranto walked away from his family retired to Naples in S. John Teduccio in the diocese entrusted to the treasurer D. Easter in May. Since these same political direction of the bishop was forced his resignation Sept. 4, 1860, and his place was occupied by the old D. Cosimo Lombardi supported by liberal revolutionaries who stormed the bishop's palace, the throne broke and burnt the bishop's coat of arms, while others' ambitious Chapter Orit, interpreted according to their point of view the canonical laws, persuaded colleagues to declare the Diocese of Oria home vacant due to the absence of the bishop and the ignorance of his home and request the seizure of the Lieutenancy of Naples revenues of Mensa Bishop "(See Note 7). The Lombardi lasted a few months in office, and 1861 he resigned for health reasons or because the bishop declared void the election. Although the Lieutenancy of Naples recommend it he was not given a substitute, and consequently the right passed to the Metropolitan Church of Taranto. As Msgr. Joseph Rotondo (1855-1885) away for the same political reasons that had hit the Margarita, the election was made by his vicar Canon D. Whiskers who sent Augustine to Oria D. Ciro Pignatelli di Grottaglie. But s. Congregation of Bishops and Regulars distrusted the Pignatelli with a rescript of November 23, 1861, appointing in his place the canonical D. Vincenzo De Angelis. Pignatelli, not only did not resign, but obtained by the government to relegate the first De Angelis in Brindisi and Lecce then. Great was the disorder and the deep rift between the clergy Margarit that was situated in the canon and the liberal May that recognized the Pignatelli. Were left in the first few churches to minister, but were chosen by the majority of the people for baptism and to celebrate weddings. It developed some confusion even in the monasteries of women who refused the authority of the Pignatelli was declared invalid because the "only legitimate and to be - he wrote the same Pignatelli - one of the infamous Bishop Margarita away, and his Pro-Vicar General Can. De Angelis. " The Canon De Angelis, from where he was relegated Lecce, did not cease, according to the report of the Pignatelli, to sow in all countries of this diocese, the most fierce moral reasoning, suggesting a number of ecclesiastical and political isconoscermi, as they have done, with the result S. See rescripts, give the course despite having no kind of Royal Exequatur, dé a capitatomi which I am honored with leaves, and procured from the same with his report, from which we clearly see that in the act, I ruled this diocese as Vicar of the Chapter, he strives Vicar General rule by stealth.
The rapporteur's position finally became untenable for the fierce struggle leveled at him by opponents, which he called "emissaries and Bourbonists Margaritiani ', and resigned September 25, 1863. He was succeeded by the Canon again in May at the behest of the bishop and were favored margaritani this time until the coming of Margarita in '66, but was forced to leave again struck by the Crispi Law of "suspicious 'Of May 1866, accused "as disturbing public order" was first relegated to Lecce, then Fenestrelle, from where he returned with a form of hearing loss serious enough that you do not never went back completely. In '67 he returned permanently in place.
Here ends the political crisis in the diocese and started his pastoral work of reconstruction to recover the share of the clergy who had embraced the new address and liberal restore confidence to the people devastated by internal strife. In its report of the Ad Limina '66 Margarita drew a picture of the political and moral situation of his diocese that occurred during the five years or so by noting the absence of adversity and attacks on religion. In this state
Church of the things he would need sensitive elements to the new order of things in order not to compromise the entire pastoral action. We wonder if Monsignor
Margarita was a bishop prepared to fulfill his pastoral duty. He "fighter in the defense of the faith", was accused of hindering "the most holy and every reasonable progress." Perhaps because of his character he failed to earn the respect and cooperation of all his clergy. Environment exacerbated the criticisms and complaints was described as "despotic character harsh, indelicate, unwise, overbearing, idolater of himself, vain, stubborn, greedy, greedy, cruel, and capricious punishment by from public humiliation, up from pulpits ... '. Not be underestimated even in the absence of Bourbon peace within the diocese had suggested that government, in 1854, transferring to another seat but was rejected by the Margarita. The nuncio, seemed convinced of the merits of the allegations contained in the applications so advised, in its penetration
She well understood how great delicacy in these moments it takes to drive across love the clergy, and then study what needs before decreeing to the same punishment .
It is, moreover, stressed the very ease with which VSI to the early days of his government has estimated to prevail by the sword of punishment, to sweet Game of the cross, Dano to almost all the clergy of his diocese examples of punishment ... Ease of imposing the canonical censures, and the need to withdraw does not produce the best effect ... I rested on the principle that you get with much sweetness, and little or nothing with the generalization of punishment, I believe that endeavor ways, and weighting, and charity in punishments, and all resolutions of some importance, and the advice that you will look far direct it to the good of the diocese, he would obtain the damage.
As advisers to the areas outlined, the nuncio had accepted as true the reports of Taranto, Raffaele Blunt (1835-55), on a rumor current in accordance with the Diocese of Oria which the clerical 'were most disappointed, because the punishment came from the insinuations made by the five brothers of the Bishop, so say the bishops of Oria are six, not one. "
who tried to excuse the behavior of Margarita was the bishop of Nardo, Luigi collection (1849-73), which referred to the nuncio:
from those who blame themselves and take over the conduct of the Bishop of the Diocese of Oria rappresentasi greatly as undisciplined, and incorrect to sign that they can judge the effect of holy zeal seems to fit locks to others, discipline, and deference, and as the Bishop would advise using a little more caution, and in the holy work of raising the expired Ecclesiastical discipline proceeding pitch less expeditious and more measured.
examining the chapters of his letters to churches and various interventions, we have gained the impression that we are dealing with a zealous bishop, but rather "despotic," to use the word told by his clergy. But almost all the bishops of the diocese in that age used the authoritarian system suggested by the circumstances, the character of the clergy and that the reform movement that in 800, after the Restoration, seemed to give credit to the authority in the religious sphere.

(Note 1) AS Lecce, Relationships ... 1848, fasc. 3183. The report of February 25 for Oria noted: "... except that certain exalted here, and Class dé Workers, or lesser landowners play in public the principles of liberalism in excess of constitutional limits. Come on here adopted the flag, map, and tricolor ribbons. And always Oria March 6: "The voices, then, and read poems and sing in celebration, however straripassino constitutional boundaries, they seem to enjoy rather than dictated by the heat of a licentious freedom, rather than opens excitation sedition ... '.
It is generally known in the province of Lecce, "Conspiracy or attempt to change the subject of government and excite the subjects and the inhabitants of the Kingdom to take up arms against the royal authority, and speeches in public gatherings and places to lead directly to the people in the United destroy and change the government, by May 19, 1848 in Lecce (see ibid.: Acts of inquiry and processura at large special criminal court of Otranto to the events of May 1848, pp. 3-6) . Very active
proved the canonical D. Salvatore Filoti and Manduria Schiavoni, who harangued the people inciting against King murderess they described as "author of blood and killings" and insinuating "to strangers, and that they govern dovevansi"

(Note 2) P. Palumbo, F. Francavilla History, vol. 2nd, p. 91. Monsignor Luigi Margarita invited Canon Ray, a professor of literature at the Seminary of Oria, to weave the obituary of Ferdinand II. But Ray refused the job saying that "the moral and the story that he was following, not judged to be commended for all the documents of the deceased sovereign

(Note 3) P. PALUMBO, History of Francavilla F., vol. 2nd, p. 86; F. Argentina, one of the Risorgimento in Francavilla F. (1799-1860), Fasano 1965; ID., Monsignor Luigi Margarita Bishop of Oria, and the fight with his clergy during the Risorgimento, Bari 1955, pp. 14-15; L. Bishop MARGARET, pastoral letter to the clergy and people, Napoli 1851, pp. 5 ss. The Margarita declared himself surprised by "the unexpected announcement" of his episcopate. If his words are sincere, he was exempt from any action "simoniacal. The question remains open why not corroborated by documents, but based on the testimony of one person. In more than would fit in the political moves of his many enemies.

(Note 4) AS Vat, N. Nap., 107 Oria, ext. 4: draft of the nuncio Cardinal Della Genga: "I am convinced that Bishop Margaret circles become benevolent government through its political relations ...».

(Note 5) R. De Cesare, The End of a Kingdom (Naples and Sicily). Part II. Reign of Francis II, Città di Castello 1900, p. 282. This report by the Director of the Interior and the Police was made on the basis of reports of newly appointed intendant of the liberal trend. See also: A. Monticone, I Southern bishops: 1861-1878, in Church and religion in Italy after unification (1861-1878). I - Reports, Milan 1973, pp. 86-87. On the political character of the southern bishops, the author remarks: "The bishops elected prior to 1861 were mainly related to the government rather than Bourbon and still deeply hostile to the national movement, so that four of them left their seats and followed the events of 1860 remained absent for a long time: the margarita, Bishop of Oria, and the sprue, Ruvo and Bito, were still at the end of 1866 in the list of those who believed the government could not return home, the Bruni, Ugento, had fled to Naples, where he had also withdrawn the 1860 Round of Taranto, remaining there until 1871, F. Joyful, episodes of reactionary clergy of Otranto in 1861-1865, in "Annals" of the Faculty of Education in Lecce, III (1973-1974), Bari 1974, pp. 227 ff.

(Note 6) P. Palumbo, cit.; AS Lecce, Proceedings of the Governor of Terra d'Otranto, phase. 16 October 1860. Contains two letters from the Mayor Barbaro-Forleo. In the first, he shall notify the Governor, "was approved a petition signed by clergy, religious communities, secular and several other notables of the middle class with which on behalf of this population dimandavasi ready removal of the Diocese Bishop Margarita, and her brother D. Thomas of his secretary, and provocavasi well as their translocation, providing another bishop of the diocese. This is because their mere existence in itself was a continuing threat to public order. "
In the second letter says: "Know that this population abbrividisce to name only as Margarita is the detestation and hatred against him."
bishop's brother, Antonio, but says unlike the temporary expulsion of the bishop of Oria: he estimated, "as one of the first owners of land in that town has always taken a few targeted malware that do not respect the law and order public and private, as a result of envy. The supplicant in order to avoid inconveniences and roads made against him and Following in his family and political change in the first movements of the realm in many common disorders have produced tried to get away for a while in other cities. "

(Note 7) F. Argentina, events ..., pp. 88-89. See also: AS Nap., A. Bourbon, 2220, II cat.: At a glance the conditions of the Kingdom of the Two Sicilies in the year 1862 (the author is not mentioned), p. 2, footnote 1. It reported the opinion of the neutral press time on the behavior of the government towards the episcopate South: "When from 'Town Hall Napoletano become instances of the government, as was the case in many dioceses, to be called the Bishop in his residence, Government responds perfectly free to be bishops.
At the same time gives to 'the Board of Bishops did not return for hours, to avoid danger in the hostilities, and reactions. Meanwhile
concerns them as absent voluntarily, and confiscated the goods of the Canteen, by exciting the zeal of its debt by increasing the fee from 30 to 20 percent on the bishop's income collected rents. "
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