Saturday. At work, as usual. I bring the weather is normal, and then add that in London spleande the sun, but not hot. I watch the people go `out, while here, at least for the moment, I can enjoy a moment of pause.
This week is passed quickly. Since his return from a Sunday, tomorrow's flight home, or should I say tonight. Flight at dawn, arriving for Sunday lunch and lasagna for Mom, at least this makes me happy.
MONDAY dentist to see if he can find a remedy to my problemini that affect my life very ultimamente.Troppo.
Last night I went to a concert and I immediately plunged again in British life. Drum n bass and dubstep, British raved and danced like crazy, I lost as usual. Too bad that work today and did not sleep that great `. Back in London, with what results.
He has been back home, understand that I belong here, somehow I do not know how, because proper in that way. But it is so `.
Last night I was back on the bus notebook and pen in hand, despite the fluctuations of the medium, to imprint on paper the emotions of the jet. Knowing that is you want, or rather, what you need. See what or who or what you have before you and hear something that does not want to be quiet, but strangely no more screaming, but she speaks. Maybe it will come `whispering.
I feel uncomfortable when someone talks about his sexual habits, are modest, hide my embarrassment behind words that are not mine. I do not like it if not a joke and I'm surprised to know that he is so `. A year of friendship, a year flew SO, it is stunning. One year when I'm in love with him, I saw things that did not, who did not, I found others that make me laugh and feel good. I continue to dance with him and not be able to explain to others why. To me, that is basically a little snob without explanation or `no reason, to me, I never considered a future with someone who had not completed its plans or at least with someone who had started their training. I called her that scholarship, I stand in no-wise to me to be ashamed to admit, I never saw a future without a man beside me did not graduate. Not that a degree guarantees `who knows what, but it is always been my obsession (mental).
scared me to hear recently that the Other wants of family and future children.
What you talk about his family and sense of responsibility. And yet ... there `
quell'eppure, quell'Adrenalina not listen, even if you're fine.
And perhaps even more do not know what I want.
It is time to think, since he goes on vacation and I get my 'my friends around and visiting.
One month to Subsonica. And I'm curious to see the reaction of friends to him, what he meant and what it entails. A come see me.
That trip, I travel, sometimes dangling inside ...