Saturday, March 12, 2011

Gallbladder Swollen Symptoms

Point.

Saturday. At work, as usual. I bring the weather is normal, and then add that in London spleande the sun, but not hot. I watch the people go `out, while here, at least for the moment, I can enjoy a moment of pause.
This week is passed quickly. Since his return from a Sunday, tomorrow's flight home, or should I say tonight. Flight at dawn, arriving for Sunday lunch and lasagna for Mom, at least this makes me happy.
MONDAY dentist to see if he can find a remedy to my problemini that affect my life very ultimamente.Troppo.

Last night I went to a concert and I immediately plunged again in British life. Drum n bass and dubstep, British raved and danced like crazy, I lost as usual. Too bad that work today and did not sleep that great `. Back in London, with what results.

He has been back home, understand that I belong here, somehow I do not know how, because proper in that way. But it is so `.

Last night I was back on the bus notebook and pen in hand, despite the fluctuations of the medium, to imprint on paper the emotions of the jet. Knowing that is you want, or rather, what you need. See what or who or what you have before you and hear something that does not want to be quiet, but strangely no more screaming, but she speaks. Maybe it will come `whispering.

I feel uncomfortable when someone talks about his sexual habits, are modest, hide my embarrassment behind words that are not mine. I do not like it if not a joke and I'm surprised to know that he is so `. A year of friendship, a year flew SO, it is stunning. One year when I'm in love with him, I saw things that did not, who did not, I found others that make me laugh and feel good. I continue to dance with him and not be able to explain to others why. To me, that is basically a little snob without explanation or `no reason, to me, I never considered a future with someone who had not completed its plans or at least with someone who had started their training. I called her that scholarship, I stand in no-wise to me to be ashamed to admit, I never saw a future without a man beside me did not graduate. Not that a degree guarantees `who knows what, but it is always been my obsession (mental).

scared me to hear recently that the Other wants of family and future children.
What you talk about his family and sense of responsibility. And yet ... there `
quell'eppure, quell'Adrenalina not listen, even if you're fine.

And perhaps even more do not know what I want.

It is time to think, since he goes on vacation and I get my 'my friends around and visiting.

One month to Subsonica. And I'm curious to see the reaction of friends to him, what he meant and what it entails. A come see me.

That trip, I travel, sometimes dangling inside ...

Thursday, March 10, 2011

Taking Xanax 7 Hours After Drinking

Gentlemen to Go

Why not right away from it all ...
why "south wind" coming from our neighbors ..
For "epochal change" announced ...
for the Federal "tax" (?) .... For this
Italy, still lacking and image uniformity, baby compared to other nations in Europe, I opened the TV.
I was away sick of feeling stupid in listening to lies, ignorance, vulgarity, opportunism, but my ancestral indignation has been strengthened, and not just because I have a good memory, but also in memory of an old saying "there is no end to the worst."
begs the memory of political confrontations between gentlemen, in the presence of conductors, then called "moderators" discrete, non-partisan, not just educated, because informed but also educated.
And then hearing "just selfish conveniences" in total ignorance of ethics, public res, and history, ... in a light I begin with what they would say my old and my great-uncle Sicilianissimo, commanding beautiful Mountain 100 years ago:
not smart about money, and you know that a gentleman is never a tirchione,
The exaggerated form out of place, and too much formality in the fall sbobbismo.
The class is also made of lightweight, composure and sobriety.
The dress is not the Monaco, but expresses his own being and needs.
However, a gentleman is never a daffodil beyond the norm, and not "identify" with her dress.
The nobility, not the arms tied to endowments for atavicità should handle the boredom, and is used to do so.
A gentleman does not ever invade the sphere of others, and lives with an almost fanatical respect for the world and its laws.
be lady is difficult, and instead of arrogance and the presumption is "satisfaction" of the 'self-esteem even in poverty, as the inner wealth leads to being out of need.
If there was culture, knowledge, memory would know that the logic of profit can be gentlemen, because the logic of profit is finalized and when kindness is a feeling ... is in contrast to profit.

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

The Largestboobsof The World

Why it is so `

It is SO. Intimate, direct, wavering, unsteady ee confusing.
As my mood.

return from overseas, who still say it is impressive. La `,` beyond the conceivable, and yet now is designed Why was there.

A hardness of soul recovery, regained. yet, and yet blows. No, I do not know if it blows or not. Today `blowing so much to be sick, hurt by debris that I thought were buried back there where who knows. They are small crumbs become heaps, and they hurt, they feel bad, but I just want to smile, or groped, anything whatsoever.

(+ Tour with notebooks and pens, I overestimated the desire to put in a row, one behind the other rambling words that make sense to me, just for me, as a warning and retaliation +)

Another, yet another flight on Sunday, soon, Italy again, home again, to try to fix that which hurts, that which affects and may affect my choices or make void or empty, choose words well.

's weird. Forte, "sure of yourself, as you seem to the shots" and then this. Again. Remedios.
Of the various paths taken of various people I met, the essence juice, then spit it like poison.
Tap scialaquare or rinse the mouth with rage and honor, maybe even love. All mixed together, like a potion, which has very little magic.

Fate, destiny, fate and rising to the setting.

Force! `Come on, take that which is yours by right!

kneel, dangling without distinction, with tired limbs, ruined, ruinous.

bring experiment, experience, feel, feel. Cagnoscenza teacher who stands to shame, which requires first and then hidden inside or behind, but ... but if `.

Simple simplicity of it or doctrine ad personam.

Sounds, mixed, sharp, painful and intense. Penetrating, that through you, even if you do not give to see.

close in your world, your own, that is yours, only yours.