What Can I Take To Stop Having Boners

Sunday evening

home. Incredbile. Already in bed, to rest after this intense weekend.
As usual, the excitement, the 'waiting time, the time comes down.

Last night we went back to 5. o'clock is power outage in the parking lot where there was a party, just when they started Digitalism DJ set. And tadaaa. An hour wait and then as we were to go after picking up their jackets, they return. DJ set better, really.

The moment of fatigue and destruction comes, because you can mosh, push, jump, but you can not do this without destroying them.

mixed feelings indeed. I have a fear of crowds. Star of changing too much for someone who does not deserve it, for someone who does not want me. I'm scared because I do not recognize it, not me. I've changed things at the risk, relationships, feelings. I've changed. I'm afraid. I'm afraid to be doing a great bullshit. With nothing

among us again, and my friends tell me that we are "too friendly", without which nothing can happen, the people closest who are worried about me. Too early to be, because I do not know where I'm going, how I'm acting so.

Waking up in his bed, destroyed, cramps everywhere. While he sleeps, I and my thoughts that fly, tie me, torturing me and I also take it around. I watch him, follow his features, I feel his breath. I'm kidding a little. I do not know what I'm trying, trying to hide, to annihilate, to silence, to pretend.
Because when I lean on him I'm fine, I'm fine, nothing, no nothing.
Kebab, PC, TV series. Sunday afternoon.

Another weekend, another will come along.

"That you're not."

and keep repeating that they are not enough, perhaps, yes I'm ruining.

Perhaps I should go away ... for me.

Bogartsofathomasville

nothing's wrong today.

serata.Un Another beautiful Another beautiful concert.
And many small things that make me feel good, do not ask for more. I do not want blatant expressions of affection, I do not want big things, I know that I belong, I know that's not me.
I just know that if I stay I look back and I get lost in the crowd. I like to know that in the middle of the mosh and 'them' behind me, even if I defend myself well, indeed. I like pat in the face and tell me that there are myeloma and sentimental, but they are beautiful things. And how. I like to make fools and scimmiotare Bloody Bettroots. I like to sing "there is nothing wrong today" on a Delphic voice. 'Cause there's nothing wrong now, I do not want anything. I am happy to work another 4 hours, after only 4 hours of sleep. I slept in the same bed, brother and sister fall asleep crap shoot.
watch you sleeping, while I put the glaze, which is bright red and I could not, because `the work could not have bright colors. Becoming . I dream of the fairy tale, said one of my best friends and maybe a little, without false modesty, I deserve it too, but love is too. Hope you find someone that I love him as much as I want.

Does Getting Mirena Out In Hurt?

I was going to fight with my best friend here. And who knows
`,` who knows if it's worth it. Misunderstandings. So much anger and fear. You ruin everything, you never know, that something quite small, one word too many, a misunderstanding, you ruin relationships.
The people who matter most to me, irreconcilable, difficult situation. Becoming
, I just want to feel good. I just want to be happy, I repeat like a mantra. I should be happy, I should not complain about what I have.
I expect a strong weekend. Tomorrow and Saturday work, but I also have two tomorrow and Saturday concerts, parties, in parking lots. Delphic and Digitalism.

I got the gift for him. I found the form from Venom, one that more closely resembles that of the Bloody Beetroots he wants from life. I do not know if you deserve it, they are usually gifts for birthdays, for anniversaries, girls and boys. Yet. Yet I want to give him this gift, to see his reaction, not having anything in return. Hopefully that will not disappoint me too.
I put a brake on my wish 'to want love,' cause it seems so wasted `. `Then I will love the music, i will be outstanding. America `the city where I live, America` walking. `I'll try to love a friend, not to suffer again.

I'm knocking down a wall. Sometimes I wonder if the immense effort that ii am doing all day to try to stay balanced on the rope. I am thrilled to show it.
Even when I'm angry because we `comes up with a person who can not stand, I'm trying to send down there at all costs, that comes to us with all the concerts, which sends itself. Have I ever mentioned how much I hate the people who invited themselves. I did not say? Well I say now, I do not like. I understand that there are people who are alone, who make friends in this city 'is not at all easy, that like the same singers and the same band. But let's talk. Deciding to come to Belgium with us, the same plane, same train, same endless journey. May God send me good, 'because in two weeks, without telling I go to my `. And I do not know, two days with this.
a friend of mine used to say that being copied imitated, it means "you're ahead", but there you `bitter consolation. So is called `.

I had high expectations for the next two days. Now I'm leaving, because they think it'll be `disappointed. `I wanted a Friday holiday, not too exaggerated, because I` Saturday to start working with a few hours of sleep in the body. I exaggerated a Saturday, with the masks, Entertain, exaggerate for a night, and be around people you do not have a total confidence. It is limiting, at least for me. I know I'm special, which are made in a strange way, that is crazy, but I can become a-social. It 's a way of "tirarsela" they told me, and I that we can do. Santa Pazienza. Obviously I'm going to talk and discuss the Two Chief World Systems and Heidegger's Being and Time in the middle of a party, but although it is put on record that in the midst of madness everywhere I can put on to list as a sciolilingua personal pronouns in greek (without being completely at the mercy of Bacchus). So we will see that

nen come out 'this weekend. I'm still sickly for changes in time. Hot, cold, heat, the reception door that opens hundreds of times a day, plant riscaltamento that did not work for hours last Tuesday, 'when I was on duty from 7 am to 3:30 om, whatever. Pazienza, I think that by now has become my favorite word. Tomorrow `

ALSO my friend will attempt to buy tickets for the tour of Take That (exhumed) and next Friday I decided that I` `I will take my loved ones to see Dave Grohl and Foo Fighters. That is, it comes in July 2011, between months, but here it `s all sold out now, so best to bring forward.

I resist resist, among huge mood swings, crazy ideas, ste damn I love boxing and Christmas gifts for those who did not have and need, 'because let's face it, sometimes is enough to carry around ingonbrante.

short, cogitate.
and dance and jump.
Why do I have the next day despite everything to do it. Why I want to have fun in spite of everything and everyone, to be me, to be taken as they are. And if I am not good at .... well, somebody, So, this is me.